Although immersed in fundamentalist Christian teaching as a child, around the age of eleven I began to sense that it wasn’t really working for me experientially. The older I became the more it seemed that there was more to the teachings of Yeshua ben Joseph, aka Jesus Christ, than was apparent on the surface. There was something more.
Unsatisfied with the answers from traditional religious leaders and teachers, I began a quest that would lead me to the Dreamspell, Transcendental Meditation™, Ishaya Ascension, Sahaja Yoga Meditation, A Course in Miracles™, Agni Yoga, and many other spiritual paths and philosophies. I voraciously read countless New Age books, the Nag Hammadi Library, the Essene gospels, the Gnostic gospels, and other similar works. I studied the Ancient Maya in search of the Holy Grail of real knowing.
Most of the resources I studied had much to offer and certainly were stepping-stones to the discovery of many truths. Yet, I hungered for more. I knew there was something more. The beliefs and philosophies were not enough to satisfy that ever-present thirst. I kept looking, still outside of myself mostly. I was so close, yet the elusive knowing seemed to be just out of reach.
In 1995, I discovered and began reading the Kryon materials, feeling like I had been reunited with an old friend, which, indeed, I was. A few years later, my research into spirituality led me to The Crimson Circle and the Tobias materials.
Through the powerfully transforming breath work of Drs Norma Delaney and Garret Annofsky, I began to anchor the expanding awareness of my Soul Self. Norma and Garret taught me to breathe, to return to the gentle breath of a child. In the New Breath™ and the Ohamah™ Schools they teach of the experience of sovereignty, ascension, and even embodiment of the Soul Self. They reminded me over and over how spiritual knowingness does not come from any external source. Intellectual knowledge I knew all too well does not feed the Soul’s desire for a human to awaken.
In the late nineties, I began to receive messages from a group of angelic beings who labeled themselves “the Council of Light for lack of a better name.” Later, I began communication with “the Chief.” Tobias, Quan Yin, and Adamus St. Germain have taught me that information is not enough and that it is important to take action, the action being the process of integrating the many aspect most humans have created over lifetimes on Earth. It is through conscious breathing that allows humans to integrate these lost children and bring them home to the Soul.